Sometimes, you take a look back, and ask yourself, "Why did I make all the decisions? It was obviously a recipe for disaster."
Well, I'm finding myself in that place now, somewhat. It all kind of culminated this weekend (which was just a clusterfuck of poor choices). But I finally realize that ignoring problems or running away from them only makes things worse. And truly talking to people is never as terrible as I think it is going to be.
And hell, sometimes you have to really fuck up hard to find out who your true friends are. It is easy to be someone's friend when they aren't suffering, but it is interesting to see you is standing by after you've been a total trainwreck.
I know I've messed things up
By turning gold to stone
Because of my free will, I lied about it all the way
I need to forget, and make this tragic feeling go away
I never heard a word, a word of what you said
Too busy being selfish, I never learned the rules of life
It's time to confess, and look you in the eyes
I need you to forgive, and make this tragic feeling go away
"Suffer in Silence" - Apoptygma Berzerk
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