Everything was beautiful...and nothing hurt

Fuuuuuck. I'm not even drunk and I'm feeling all angsty and heartbroken. And I'm listening to Mewithoutyou and thinking about her. It kind of sucks that we listened to this album together when driving around.
Goddamnshitfuck that this is so cliche. Wow, I'm all heartbroken over my "first love". Just get the hell over it already.
But I won't give her the satisfaction of coming begging and wondering. That's what doomed it from the start.

I missed what I was supposed to learn
as all I learned about was missing you.